goodbye

I think You are right here, buddy. I think I must let you go, if you ask so.

Mon coeur, mon seul trésor,

I am letting you go. My hands are sweaty and shivering, I'm drowning in tears and fears. But I am letting you go. But before I let you go..
But tell me you love me, Buddy. Tell me you always did. Tell me you don't hate me. Tell me I will meet you again, and we'll fall in love. I keep catching my-self in a fight. Fight between heart and stone. I must let you go, but I can't, I try harder, and it's pulling me back.

/ Oh, God I love him so much! /

I am letting You go, I am setting You free, baby.

P.S. if you ever will feel scared don't hesitate, write me, I still care about you.
P.P.S. if you still don't want to contact me, at those scary times close your eyes and feel me holding you tight.

Goodbye, my love. I will always carry you forever in my heart warm and safe.
And if You ever decide to love me again,
I am here.
Where always were.

With loving heart,
your gold.