Mr. Rude

I honestly miss you, and I am so upset I cannot be with you. I know that its your decision, you are a big boy, it's just I can't believe that big boy, who promised me to be strong and show how brave he can be, suddenly became scared and lonely. Buddy, please don't give up, please believe - if you don't see it, it means it does not exist. Remember it's a game we must win, you will win this, we will win.  Life wasn't easy for you, but it does not want you to give up. This is so big you are going through right now, I know you are scared, I am scared to. But I know that WE WERE MEANT TO START all this. Please, Buddy, I need you! I miss you, i wanna kiss you and hug you! I want you to be mad about my booker-friends, i want you to kick black drama queen's ass for me! Let's do it! Please, i beg you, my love. Btw, Mr.Rude person, if you are reading this pass it to Mason. Thanks. 

Anyhow, I want you to be strong, get your shit together. 

Hang in there honey, i LOVE YOU very much!